Mixed thoughts

..... Been long since I scribbled something here .................

Too many surprises, changes, incidents, ... etc etc.................

In work, its about recession effect...


So with a preoccupied mind, everything else seems to be a question....

But at the end, having fun is the key to happiness.....

With that decision, took leave and came home...... Played enof with Ms. Jessy...

Had a very nice get-together with my (btech) close friends... It was kind of reminiscence... None of us have changed much... among 4 of us.... We are all the same... by heart and mind ... we had fun...small small random discussions about happenings in life...

I was waiting for my friend in bus-stand... Noticed a woman selling fresh Jasmine.. A small kid was sitting besides her... i asked the rate and then bought some... While waiting I noticed that the kid was not comfortable with her.. She was trying to give that small girl some eatables.. But she took it with a very uncomfortable note on her face.... I asked this woman, is her kid unwell? And she replied "She is not mine.. pls dont ask anything more... I donno whose kid is she " hmm..... i got stunned for a while... i could not belive this...

There was also a Comedy while going back home... There was a big rally going on... in between Chrompet and Airport... And My brother called up and asked me to divert myself in the other route (via train) as otherwise I am going to get trapped in road traffic if I take bus route...
The comedy thing here: The rally was about "Stopping Drinks" (madhu ozhippu) and my brother said strictly not to take that route, because many people in that rally were drunk heavily and were into fights already ..... As usual the inner and the outer side of many humans does not match :)

Next day, went around pallavaram along with my brother in his bike... We were crossing one of my (old and gold) friend's home.. last time I met her was on her wedding and then when her father expired... Right now, I only know that she is not in chennai....At that flash, only thing I remembered was the way we used to njoy our school days... We were very close.. And we never used to be naughty to others (scared!!) , but within two of us, we never had any barriers... She is from a rich family... And good thing about her (even at that small age): she was always hungry for love and friendship... Richness can never be felt, while talking to her..... But in her house, things were other way round.. And hence we can feel how much happy we were when we liked each other nature... After that, when I watched "May maadam" movie many years before.....it reminded me her a lot...felt bit difficult, as I donno her where and what-abouts...

Then.. met one girl... That girl is newly married... I got really inspired by her nature... Being a post graduate, it is little difficult to be at home.. But we could never spot any unhappiness in her face about that.. Obviously there is no need for earning ... Hence she does not bother about it.. But what inspired me was her adjusting nature and hospitality....This adjusting nature is a must, when we cant have choices or when don't have control about certain things in our future... I did learn it and I am still learning it....

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Lot of times, the difficulties that we face are nothing.... But even then, sometimes we forget to smile....this needs to be corrected:)