Paesukiren Paesukiren En Idhayam Paesikiren

Those days... I had uniqueness in thoughts.... Aspirations embedded in those thoughts... Actions embedded with those aspirations....

But now things are left to destiny... At last all of us prove that we are lesser than an average human being... Why philosophical most of the time? Because I cant do what I want? Because I don't know what to do? because I don't want to share to someone?

Hmm...

Those identities...

beliefs in genuine relationships...
looking for lyrics rather than music
looking for fragrance of the flower even if its not very beautiful...
believe in myself...

Now if I ask where all these go.. I know I have not changed much.... But those attributes (which I really love) are never a part of my day-today life these days... Being introvert most of the time actually makes one to even change the meaning of "introvert".... which actually means "deriving energy from self".....becos that is not sustainable if u dont have happiness internally...

The big reason is actually thinking more about others surrounding me than myself... Welll.. Like "Anbe Sivam" concept we can live our life like that... How far? When you yourself can't identify one single soul which listens to heart?

There are many temporary solns .. like diverting in interesting stuffs.. But they never give you even a small amount of satisfaction, if u are a normal person....

What am trying to say is...
Never ever do the mistake of letting ur destiny on someone's hand..... It can eat ur life at the end...Believe in urself... Ur strengths are always hidden... its only me, who did not completely explore it.... Cant blame any one else!!


Ps: Initially I want move this post to the private blog (diary) that I have... But I felt people can learn from MY mistakes.. I have disclosed my blog to very limited people thou...

This title is from famous tamil song which means " Speaking.... Speaking from my heart"